another point of waking

i have a job! :D

had my first day yesterday. it was good. tiring. my neck was painfully aching, and my mind was working again.

my main responsibility for now is balancing the books of accounts. this requires me to sit for the whole 3 hours, always looking down, fingers at my ever so faithful calculator, adjusting the chuvaness that my supervisor failed to see or had just mainly forgotten.

i like the fact that i was able to balance... yey!!! 

you know, college wasn't like striving to be the best of what i can be in my chosen course, but of finding what i can do best. that's why i was scared of being obligated in accounting jobs knowing that i hadn't had put my heart fully (or even half-full) to it... but i think i should give it a try. people who have helped people; and people who are living their dreams must have started with giving something a try.

i just can't live a dream. i must start from something. (or somewhere :p)

moment

i went to sacred heart church after work. the church is just across from where i worked that i decided to go. the church was actually close, but the chapel was open. i hesitated for a moment, but the aggregated stillness was tempting. upon entering the chapel, there was an old man playing the piano. he looked at me, then began playing again... only this time he played quietly. i don't know why he did that. perhaps, he thought his music disturbs me. if only he knew how much i like the sound of a piano. and then, i prayed...

wala lang. im just happy. i enjoy the awakening silence of the church and the solemnity between.