i don't know how to love him. what to do, how to move him... i've been changed, yes really changed. in these past few days when i've seen myself, i seem like someone else.
i don't know how to take this. i don't see why he moves me. he's a man. he's just a man. and i've had so many men before in very many ways... he's just one more.
should i bring him down? should i scream and shout? should i speak of love? let my feelings out? i never thought i'd come to this... what's it all about?
don't you think it's rather funny? i should be in this position? i'm the one who's always been so calm, so cool, no lover's fool, running every show... he scares me so.
i never thought i'd come to this... what's it all about?
if he said he loved me - i'd be lost; i'd be frightened. i couldn't cope, just couldn't cope. i'd turn my head. i'd back away. i wouldn't want to know. he scares me so.
yet...
i want him so. i love(?!?) him so.
Thursday, October 04, 2007
i don't know how to love him
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"and i've had so many men before in very many ways... " <--- those who do not know you much might misinterpret hehe!!
anyway, nag drama2x man ta ani oi hehe does he know about this blog of yours? hayy, love... if you want to be weak, love. (just like the song)
indeed, it alters us. it altered me! hahaha. but ive learned my lesson. just don't let your emotions rule over you.. remember, katong gi text ni gilmark sa una (im not sure si gilmark ba to..kanang forwarded message ba) na all emotional pain lasts for seconds lang daw, the rest is In-OA na lang nato. you feel pain, because you think so much of it. you assume things, you get paranoid-especially girls! girls can be imagine the worst of situations! i did :( and it broke my heart charr! hehe well actually, i broke my own heart. you need to trust him. :) charroz caldo! hehe take care pet!!
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