late-st

i closed my blog a few months ago.

...a few months ago i closed all doors of emotions.

i thought i was okay, but im still not. (reading my previous entries. i was so naive and overly dramatic. i was such a drama queen... why was i like that? )

i was once told that one can only move on by taking the first step out... my question is, where? to a better place? is moving on really good? or is it because when you get stuck, it moderates you from finding more places to go into hiding?

questions... thoughts. and still grief.

no matter where i go, what i do, whomever im with...

it doesn't change anything.


i miss you so much, tatay.