okay, back from the beginning.

someone asked me out. lol. he seems nice and all but

i saw my EX. and isn't it the most infuriating way of destiny or fate or whatever you call it, mocking my suppose to be phase in taking a step, or a jump-off unto the other side from my standpoint's maddening self-inflicting anguish AKA an extended pause coz the play button is jinx aka wa pa jud ka move-on.

…maybe im just exaggerating.

maybe.

and lots of other possible 'maybes'.

more of this here.


destiny is a tease, love is often deceiving. i hate this.